sooner or later you bend to the other phase of your life and the past is frozen forever. Sometimes you might heat it for a little thawing out in times of intense reflection but that lasts only an instant. Some people don’t even have the audacity to remember. Some are expert at fading away. We live our lives in leaps of moments. We are citizens of eras. I try to seize the moment every chance I get. When am walking I try to eat every step. When am awake I want to be totally addicted now. This is impossible but I work at it. The enlightenment is worth it no matter how crucial the struggle.