stress is the killer. pick your battles with care. there are some battles that will eventually break you. your body gives up. your mind frays. but somehow you find the will to get up and live. existence is heavy man. i am doing my best. catch the sun even if winter is a vengeful dragon. be gone dragon. get disappeared freak. i need a tech job man. so i could be warmly ensconced in a dark room with mad computers and drinks and music nonstop. wishes. wishing. desire in my tech cells. what is the best music for winter? what kind of films for the chill?