and the year ran and it fell and it waves adieu. i did my part but it wasn’t enough. i got older. there weren’t too much surprises. people are still people. made more enemies for sure. guess it is karma all over again. but what’s done is done. i push my face forward to catch up with my spirit. i hope my friends will find the truth. only the truth can bring us the light. some will find redemption. the proverbial struggle will not disappoint. the struggle to overcome self is the biggest struggle of all. so i can only grit my teeth get to it.