came back to school today after more than two weeks in my own personal mire. missed out on a lot of stuff. have to double the catching up. but the grades don’t matter anymore. as long as am learning the good shit. wish i could move to california and just chill on the beach or something. work freelance and forget all that school shit. you can learn anything on the web. cali got the real vibe man. more laid back. plus it’s warm. nyc is bugging me out man. plus my people don’t have a clue who I am. am not a scholar freak. am a poet and linux geek man. the lack of money keeps me hanging around. trying to find a way out. gotta find a way out somehow. something has to give.